I just feel like, that I can’t not be kind…

Even when I’m mad it doesn’t last…..

The stuff that I’ve witness and let go and never gave any peep of frustration or confrontation……..

Lord, why did you make me so kind?  

Reality and Mind collides again….

My Mind is like a closed pack of seeds just dying to be released and to grow, but Reality makes my Green Thumb turn Black……..

I should be the Fail of the Year….

Catch ya’ll later…………

Got Put In The Friend Zone…..MIND WAS BLOWN……She told me; I never did anything wrong, I was handsome, funny, smart, well-mannered, unique, and basically everything she looked for in a partner……………But she said and I quote, “We should be just friends..”

Let me tell you that she and I have been friends since high school, basically was glued together at our End of The Year Senior Field Trip…Went to see movies together…Kept in touch while I was not in the city….When I came back..did the same things…and that’s been like 6 years almost…  

So maybe I just don’t understand sometimes, because I always think/over-think everything and I’m just a little confused….But any-who I’ve definitely move on from that situation into this one…

I pray that this works..The distance is a killer, but it’s give our bond strength…We stay in touch every single day…We talk about everything….And I really am falling for her….She is funny, smart, beautiful, and witty….So, who knows what the future will display upon my eyes, but I hope it’s with her or if it’s not that I am perfectly relaxed, happy, cheerful, and blessed……..